Dedication to a Friend The pleasure of satisfying a savage instinct, untamed by the ego, is incomparably much more intense than the one of satisfying a tamed instinct. The reason is becoming the enemy that prevents us from alot of possibilities of pleasure. - S.Freud. Look beyond the cross- beyond your vision- Turn into yourself and see. Look beyond the lust of your obsession, And look ahead- at me. Amongst the reaches of your desire and lust, The loneliness and hate. Am I the one that you mistrust Or merely contemplate? Am I the one that hurts you; The one that you desire? Or am I the one that uses you: To hate and not inspire? I didn’t mean to hurt you: To push beyond ‘enough’. But you must ask the question: Is it me you really love?